I miss marching band. LOL
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“Hey, weren’t you like.. really fat beginning of the school year?”
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This past weekend, Taryn and Bretty graced me with their presences from Friday to Sunday! Chill, relaxed weekend. <3
This weekend, I believe, was exactly what I needed. I’ve been starting to feel home sick and I felt a bit lonely even though I was surrounded by all these people. So that all worked out, haha
However, it was really really difficult for me to watch them leave. In fact, I shed a tear or two as they were leaving. HAHAHA gosh I’m such a baby.
After they left, I got a chance to just simply lie down on my bed and just think and reminisce… and I realized that I’ve started to miss my friends from back home wayyyyyy more. I felt kinda bad because it felt like I was taking them for granted or something.. which I don’t think is the case.. hahaha
But really though, I don’t think I’ve ever missed so many people so much and I don’t think I’ve ever really WANTED to go home.. which is what I’m feeling now haha…
Week 8. 3 weeks of school and a week of finals left. lesssgooooo
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TO DO LISTTTTT
- Study my a$$ off for the econ midterm tomorrow
- Find out if I can go down next weekend for Kaycee’s graduation dinner and to Six Flags with Brett, Taryn, Kaycee, and Kara!
- Save money for the summer. FRIVOLOUS SPENDINGGGG! hahaha
- Set aside a portion of my the money I saved to support people going on missions ( like 7 people -___- HAHA), to go to Arizona with the Kamitas, and to go to SPAIN with the Kamitas during winter break
- Own finals
- Work out… I’m getting lazy these days *sigh
- Finish strong
WHEEEEE
YOLO
^ My motto since my visit to UCLA. HAHAHAHAH
Today is treating me well.
Slept in til 10:30, got an 86 on my soc midterm, went on a beach run TOPLESS (for the first time :D), and thennnn jumped off Goleta Pier with Ian. SO EXHILARATINGGGG
I hope the rest of the day is just as good as the first half!
ALSO, AMAZING WEEKEND ABOUT TO HAPPEN CAUSE THE KAMITAS ARE VISITIN ME
Can’t wait to see my loves. <3
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The longer I stay, the more SB gives me a reason to want to go home.
I mean, I love it here.. but it’s just that, recently, a lot of crap have happened and are currently happening.. and it’s seriously bumming me out.
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So I squatted yesterday, right? Squatting, for those of you that don’t know, is probably the most intense and dreaded workout. ever. Also, it just happens that I was trying to max out, therefore, completely shredding my quads. Due to this, I’ve been walking as if something has been stuck up my ass for the past few days.
well TODAY, a particularboywhomIwillnotdisclosebutwillbashonrightafterthissentence called me “friggin lazy.”
I don’t know what triggered it.. but it made me so angry… No, it made me almost to the point of losing it.
YOU’RE calling ME lazy? okay, you’re the epitome of lazy. You’re fucking known to flake because you put sleeping as your number one priority. You sleep half the fucking day and don’t do anything with your life. Maybe if you didn’t sleep so much and actually spent all that time studying, you’d be getting decent grades in your classes and wouldn’t have to resort to changing your major, you dumb shit. GODDAMN
Excuse the language. I’m very irritated right now.
